Currently Playing In Love & Death By Used see related

Organized Chaos(?)


Things hidden,
just below the surface...
....so no one knows.

Little files of events and ideas
that few are privy to.
Separated into their own sections,
of what is appropriate and what is not.

Things hidden,
away from this world
of hyppocrites and gossipers.

Classified as to who can know
this assortment of lies and secrets,
and who would care to listen.

.......don't let them mix,
the bad and the good......

Things hidden,
just below the surface
where you won't find....

..unless you're not afraid to come close enough
to feel the chilling coolness of this dark,
along with the burns from the light.

I'm not quite done with this one, I lied on my other xanga.   I'm not sure whether I like it or not..

im out

Peace

xX Love you Xx

Jo

I hate the uneasyness between us,

the akward silence

stabbing me in the back

cutting at my heart

pain from a thousand old memories brought up again

do you do this intentionally to hurt me

because you know that it kills me

can we be okay again

like we were before we both said those things

things we know we didnt mean

this tension kills me

we cant let foolish pride win

can we forget everything

and jsut be okay again?

9.15.04. jl

premium xanga rocks my socks!!!!

i am bouncing off the walls again........ here more poems.. more crap to  laugh at  and for me to burn when i fill up this journal.. only about 50 more pages left.. this is notebook number 3... blah blah....

Tainted Love.....

I think my heart is ripping,
ripping at the seams

tearing, tearing, bleeding through
tearing, my heart out, bleeding on you

crossing my fingers as it spills,
spills of nonsense tearing through
spills of nonsense pouring on you
JL 11.2.04

Currently Playing Life on Display By Puddle of Mudd see related

Sunset

I love the pinks and reds of the sunset,
laced with the silver and swirls of blue,
that match your eyes
you look at me and I can see a shine
like a million diamonds scattered over the clear blue ocean
shimmering in the mid-day sun.
Your eyes bore into mine as if looking at my soul,
you steal my thoughts
and my heart,
all in one glance

10/12/04      I like this one.. I dont know why, I just do...  There is a poetry contest with the english classes i think i am going to enter some stuff for it, cus you get bonus points and stuff... i have more stuff on poetry.com.. not much mor.. but i do have some stuff there..

 Not Alright

I only look okay,
on the inside I am crying out,screaming
can't you help me
my heart is breaking
mend it back together with your sweet kiss,
and those eyes that make me melt,
I'm not alright
and It's not okay
but I will to act like it is,
come back to me, hold me close
so I can feel like my whole world is not crumbling in my hands

10/22/04               Bet no one can guess who this is to ..or who the insipration for this was...